12 Feet Under

Feeling really down today. So down, I opened a blog to dump my feelings in.

I guess its cause J's sick and I'm pretty worried about him.

He had diarrhea 12 days ago.. for about 4 days. Then when he recovered from that, he got a fever. Every 6 hours since, he's been steadily sick. On Wednesday, we thought he had dengue and so we went to hospital. Had his blood test, but though it was low, it wasn't low enough to be dengue. Today I went to see him, he was yellowish, his limbs were numb. I hate seeing him sick. I feel really powerless. I try to help him get better but J Sick is not J T. J Sick is stubborn and moody. So, I visit him, and just watch him being sick. Then I go to class alone, and miss him. Sigh.